Full Time Job...

I am considering working full time since the hours are available. I am really stressed about what to do with Adrian and being away from him so much. I know he'll be taken good care of if I do this BUT I wanted to be the one to do it. It's a really hard decision to make especially with him still being so young. It's almost winter and everyone I know is always sick except for me. I don't want to exposed him to so many things that he will be if I'm not home with him. Anyways....I'm stressed.